In the Spring I lost my mother, so I went out to find another. I found in the dirty part of town a girl who could waste some time. In the Winter I lost another, so I went out to find my source. Hoping I could find some permanence, fearing I would find discord. Found myself on the dirty river, drifting along, trolling my hand, trying to find my long lost brothers. Far from the fishes. Far from the fishes. I caught in the dirty water, a glassy-eyed elder sole. I stared into his dim mouth, into my salty past. He said: "Don't look back, mother sea will swallow you whole. March on! into the sun." Far from the fishes. Far from the fishes.