I step inside myself & look through a different set of eyes I commit these horrific crimes For I think I'm in disguise I am insane I am deranged It's something that I don't realize I don't know what's real anymore & it's messing with my mind Chorus Gasping for your last breath I find the need to kill again With no control to fight this urge My knife tastes my victim's vein To sedate my inner rage No one understands That I need to take life to survive They prosecute me for my lifestyle & think I committed some crime They say I am insane I am deranged & I need to be institutionalised I don't know what's real anymore & it's messing with my mind Chorus Control, out of control All thought out of control Chorus