Despised

Yesterday you said 
We could have been a team 
Us and them - You and me 
Why was I surprised 
You wished that you were dead 
Everything because of me 

You were the sweetest thing I'd tasted 
How could I ever want for more 
But you didn't understand 
You didn't need the things I am 

And everyday I fantasise 
But that was then 
and this is life 
In every way I've paid the price 
To be with you 
To be despised 

Yesterday you said 
You'd never felt so high 
With anyone, in your whole life 
But look at me 
Tell me it's a lie
There's nothing further from your mind 

And you took more than I ever gave you
I couldn't ever tell a soul
You didn't need me as a friend
You just took me to the end 

And everyday I fantasise 
But that was then 
and this is life 
In every way I've paid the price 
To be with you 
To be despised