Lying on a bed of nails I´m bleeding I feel the thorns of life in me My feelings tell, there ain´t no healing Until death where is hall be Chorus: That´s why I kill myself The forms of life that in me dwells That´s why I kill myself That´s why I kill myself Rest in peace but leave no trace That´s why I kill myself I die free, instead of living on my knees Something here is pushing me Something there is pulling me I hate the way they´re pushing me I hate the way they keep me down Someone here is hailing me Someone there is killing me I don´t live to make you happy I kill myself, cause I wanna be free