Melancholic Seasons

That's Why

Melancholic Seasons


Lying on a bed of nails I´m bleeding 
I feel the thorns of life in me 
My feelings tell, there ain´t no healing 
Until death where is hall be 

Chorus: 
That´s why I kill myself 
The forms of life that in me dwells 
That´s why I kill myself 
That´s why I kill myself 
Rest in peace but leave no trace 
That´s why I kill myself 

I die free, instead of living on my knees 

Something here is pushing me 
Something there is pulling me 
I hate the way they´re pushing me 
I hate the way they keep me down 
Someone here is hailing me 
Someone there is killing me 
I don´t live to make you happy 
I kill myself, cause I wanna be free