Crying 5 AM in the middle of the night Blaming myself for the bad in my life Only one touch can make a glass spill over Say a compliment and inside I won't receive it Tell me I'm a mess and I know that I'll believe it Only so long'till you're sick from feeling lower You're dancing in the Sun Say you'll never be far gone Thought I had overcome But I guess, a war is never won Falling back to where I was before It's caving in, and I don't even care anymore Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Falling Finally feeling fine, then go back to where I started Trying not to think, but I know I can't outsmart it Running from it all, so I sleep to get away Never-ending feelings like reoccurring bad dreams Here we are again waking crying in the bedsheets Turn to something else, face myself another day A world losing its color Days bleed into each other Dead silence, not one sound Climb back up Just to come spiraling down Falling back to where I was before It's caving in, and I don't even care anymore Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Falling Now my body's aching, only happens when I'm sad Anxious, gonna pass out, say it's really not that bad I'm not in my right mind wanna make it disappear Panic never leaves'till I learn not to fight my fear Falling back to where I was before It's caving in, and I don't even care anymore Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Falling, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Falling