all i wanted was to live without the middleman all you needed was a chance to say," i told you so" when you´re cold and battered all you want is to know you matter to someone i had to throw away all the plans we made and now these days with marks against my shoulders i feel like i´m older than i am all i want right now is to be my own child. do you think it makes me a better man just to know i can be alone a while? i had to throw away all the plans we made and now these days with marks against my shoulders i feel like i´m older than i am