Switchblade

what I saw in you 
breaks my heart in two 
cause now I know you did not want to 
but mum did quite a lot to help you 
what I got from it is that I'm nuts 
incapable of relations 
can't talk to anyone 
what I saw in you 
breaks my heart in two 
cause now I know that I loved you 
but I had to learn to live without you 
I had to learn to hate 
I had to learn to hate what I love 
how could I know that it's so hard to switch hate off