I isolate myself I cry I'm afraid of the future And If I die? And if I fall to the floor and do not feel alive? So I cry I cry When a feeling is not felt and you make it numb He's awake in dreadful ways and it hurts Would this be a storm in a teacup? If I drive someone mad with my natural state Revoke everything I've done until today And I pray Not knowing what for I isolate myself I cry I'm afraid of the future And If I die? And if I fall to the floor and do not feel alive? So I cry I cry I cry If I die at the intersection of my thoughts For being blindfolded, having awful losses Obeying the sacred stomach butterflies Over a dead body, the anthill will survive Often unable to breathe And I also couldn't get repairs Whenever I lacked air Sometimes all you need is less