Emptiness

Don't touch my heart 
It burns 
But I enjoy the pain 
The pain that I deserve 
That I desire 
God is waiting to damn me 
For loving you 
For finding you 
Although 
It's not my 
fucking 
fault. 

I'm seeing grey again 
It's all inside my head 
And I'm bleeding silently 
Into you. 

I don't want you to feel 
this 
But it's devouring me alive 
And I'm drowning, muted, 
Inside of myself. 

My passion for the 
Cutting edge of your words 
Grows 
And I'm left for dead 
In this 

Emptiness.