It hurts to wear my heart on my sleeve But I don't know how to be anyone else It hurts to feel the sand on my toes when I don't know where to go when I'm stranded and I need help How come I lose my way? I thought I'd be safe if I just stand in line I guess I never knew my place I thought that I did, but now it don't feel right Now here I am all caught up in the middle of it Just tryna be good, but it's so damn hard Sometimes I wonder how I got this far Now here I stand just tryna make sense of the center of it I wish that I could, but it's so damn hard Sometimes I wonder how I got this far It hurts me when I fall on my face 'Cause I hate when I taste defeat It hurts me when there's nobody home, and I'm feeling alone I need a minute to breathe How come I lose my way? I thought I'd be safe if I just wait it out But everything stayed the same And I don't feel too safe right now Now here I am all caught up in the middle of it Just tryna be good, but it's so damn hard Sometimes I wonder how I got this far Now here I stand just tryna make sense of the center of it I wish that I could, but it's so damn hard Sometimes I wonder how I got this far I know we all make mistakes all of the time I just hate when it feels like I can't get it right And yeah I know things will change, but not overnight It just hurts right now Now here I am all caught up in the middle of it Just tryna be good, but it's so damn hard Sometimes I wonder how I got this far Now here I stand just tryna make sense of the center of it I wish that I could, but it's so damn hard Sometimes I wonder how I got this far