Everything you ever wanted you claim just floats far away I could be all you've ever needed But you never feel the same You only smile when you're drinking And I love the way you smile You tell me that you really love me But I know that that's the alcohol Lying staring at the ceiling waiting calmly for your call I could be all you ever wanted instead of your nothing at all One of these days I'm gonna tell you I'll really piss on your parade To know that someone really cares about you Means you can never moan about that again Sitting cautiously at college hoping you'll be walking home I only want to be your sunshine, I never want to shine alone More than just your comedic friend, I want to be your all I guess you'll never really ever notice unless I tell you it all Watching you complain about loneliness You say "thank God I have my friends!" I wish I could say "I love you more than anything" I can't but in my head I can