Desperate and selfish Say I can’t help it Hopelessly jealous of the time you spent away Living the highlife I find my spotlight In deranged fantasies of the things you didn’t say It’s almost too much to take Loving you baby I can’t think when I'm in love It’s never good enough Why can’t I just close the door And let the work be the reward Is there a God or Is that my upbringing Telling me to cast aside the little I have earned I don’t believe in anything yet I don’t Take the time to find something that maybe I could learn It’s almost too much to take Loving you baby I can’t think when I'm in love It’s never good enough Why can’t I just close the door And let the work be the reward The work is the reward I can’t think when I'm in love It’s never good enough Why can’t I just close the door And let myself be more than yours