Looking for answers in tarot decks Somebody said there's a drug for that Just take on the roll as the crazy ex 'Cause all's fair in love on the internet Too old to start smoking cigarettes Learning to cope with the fear of death Drunk on delusions, just pirouette All around the bare naked truth of it 'Cause it feels like, you're never learning You're falling, for the same kind of person And swear you'll wake up someone different But find yourself back to bad habits Like they're an old friend See you at rock bottom again Same affirmations you've heard again Good things will come, you're deserving them Good things will come, you're deserving them Just wish you could believe a word of them It feels like you're never honest So you slide Back into feelings that Feel like how can you tell someone Something you can't tell yourself And it feels like, you're never learning You're falling for the same kinda person And swear you'll, wake up someone different You find yourself back to bad habits Like they're an old friend See you at rock bottom again 'Cause it feels like, you're never learning You're falling, for the same kind of person And swear you'll wake up someone different But find yourself back to bad habits Like they're an old friend See you at rock bottom again