Here's all I am An illusion I am Remain unseen An intrusion I am Was born a ghost Lived as a lie Prayed to my woes I hailed your words But I'm unheard I don't belong I don't know how to feel alive and I don't know if I'll ever be home again I don't know if you'll ever see me fall I don't know how to feel alive and I don't know if I'll ever be home again I don't know if you'll ever see me fall I bear your lies Your words of pride Despise your coats Repent my oath Resend and loathe The one above I don't know how to feel alive and I don't know if I'll ever be home again I don't know if you'll ever see me fall I don't know how to feel alive and I don't know if I'll ever be home again I don't know if you'll ever see me fall Why did I become the one here and now? Everything that you need is just a vow Remain in silence, a broken alliance A traitor, to live, to live, to all that we know I don't know how to feel alive and I don't know if I'll ever be home again I don't know if you'll ever see me fall I don't know how to feel alive and I don't know if I'll ever be home again I don't know if you'll ever see me fall I don't know how to feel alive and I don't know if I'll ever be home again I don't know if you'll ever see me fall