[i'm sorry. i'm not leaving. i'm going back to the chapel.] [no! you'll die!] [i have to.] [no you don't. there is no reason for you to go back there.] [you're gonna die.] [then i will.] What am i supposed to do? What are they going to say? If they only really knew, can you hear me now? When i'm telling you 'i'm on the row' Another day Condemned this day Everytime i say 'when i want this pain' Will you understand me If you bring this gift to me My needs corrupt me And it sentences me eternally But i wanna leave this place of reasoning Got something inside me Tear apart reality Would i ever hear my innermost fears Break open? Inside my head My innermost fears Break open inside my head My innermost fears Break open [heaven is a universe, but so is hell] [when god cast me from the heavens i vowed] [one day i would become more powerful than he] [so i take his strength one hundred fold] [with life i destroy, i strike down one more piece of heaven] What am i supposed to do? What am i supposed to say? What is missing inside me? Am i supposed to die? My place of insanity, will it rescue me? But now it's time I don't want to see what you've done to me If i ask you why, would you tell a lie? Or must i search inside? Until i find what's been broken inside my head? What am i supposed to do? What are they going to say? If they only really knew, can you hear me now? What i'm telling you 'i'm on the row' Another day Condemned this day Everytime i say 'when i want this pain' Will you understand me If you bring this gift to me My needs corrupt me Then it sentences me eternally But i wanna leave this place of reasoning Got something inside me Tear apart reality Will i ever hear my innermost fear?