I hope you don't mind that I could never see The center of all is you and never me Once I loved you, but then, finally There's nothing in me but cold irony, because Oh man, your life is full of adventures As you search for new places to go It's not an escape because in the end You'll stay alone Loner, you loner Over and over! And nowhere to go I'm watching you laughing But inside I'm laughing at you I don't really mind that you could never see The chances in us, or in me But inside I'm crying for you I see your loneliness behind your big brave acts Behind your charming smile Behind your shiny eyes I see you're cold as ice You're everything you revile I wanted you to lead me and take me somewhere I didn't want to live in this dusk one more day Enlightenment came but it's not the one That I want to see