Hello, table We meet again I'm ashamed, but it's okay, I got a friend Guess we'll split it, take a half Tell ourselves that we're gonna stop and then we laugh I got blood in my nose, I got tears in my eyes Tell me it makes me alive, trying to quit so many times But I love you, I need you But I hate you Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah I come back 'cause I need to I don’t want to Yeah, always say that I'm gonna walk away, but here I am again Here I am again Where did my feelings go Lie to myself, I don't know Why am I so alone? Why am I so alone? I'm in love with the high, but when I come down I die Saying you miss me a lot Oh, but that's just a lie I can't put a finger on it, there's no reason that I do it Maybe it's just 'cause I'm not that confident But I love you, I need you But I hate you Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah I come back 'cause I need to I don't want to Yeah, always say that I'm gonna walk away, but here I am again, yeah Here I am again I love you I need you But I hate you