Tom: C
C G
Think I'm addicted to these highs
Am
This blue light it hurts my eyes
F
But it's the only way to feel alright
C G
Think I'm addicted to this stress
Am
I guess it makes me feel alive
F
But it's killing me from the inside
[Pre-chorus]
F
The only thing that I see
Am
is everyone who's doing
C
better than me
G
I try not to take it personally
F Am
I keep trying to breathe
C
Trying to function normally
G
but it's not so easy..
[Chorus]
Bb
There's so much PD SSUD
Dm
Put it all on myself
F
I'll never measure up
Bb
Nothing is ever enough
Bb
There's so much PD SSUD
Dm
I've been killing myself
F
Trying to measure up
Bb
Nothing will ever be enough
[Verse 2]
C G
Think I'm addicted to this guy
Am
He doesn't care what's on my mind
F
But he's the only thing inside yeah
C G
There's so much clothing on the floor
Am
But I'll just shut the closet door
F
And pretend that I'm scared anymore
[Pre-chorus]
F
All this technology
Am
There's still so much anxiety
C
Can't wish it away
G
Even if you say you're okay
F
And it's supposed to be fun
Am
They say just do what you love
C G
Don't give up like it's all so easy..
[Chorus]
Bb
There's so much PD SSUD
Dm
Put it all on myself
F
I'll never measure up
Bb
Nothing is ever enough
Bb
There's so much PD SSUD
Dm
I've been killing myself
F
Trying to measure up
Bb
Nothing will ever be enough
[Bridge]
Bb
It's getting harder
Dm
I'm getting closer
F Bb
Now it's just a matter of time
Bb
This is deep down
Dm
Can feel it break now
F Bb
I'm losing the rest of my mind
Bb
I've been bending
Dm
Soon I'll be breaking
F Bb
I know something's got to change
Bb
I can't escape this
Dm
So freaking anxious
F Bb
There's only so much I can take yeah
[Chorus]
Bb
There's so much PD SSUD
Dm
Put it all on myself
F
I'll never measure up
Bb
Nothing is ever enough
Bb
There's so much PD SSUD
Dm
I've been killing myself
F
Trying to measure up
Bb
Nothing will ever be enough
