she never did think much of herself she was more concerned with everybody else always worried about how they felt never one to curse them out the kids would make her cry almost every day her mom and dad said it would turn out okay but those tears kept streaming down her face could this be her fate? her face was dirty and her eyes were red she screamed into her pillow that she would rather just be dead but then what did she know? she can't stop the birds from singing she can't stop her brain from thinking that she wants to die; she doesn't want to die she just wants something to believe in some fresh air that she could breathe in but what does she know? he was the kind of kid you don't even see he walks around invisibly he says important things and no-one cares it's like he isn't there with all his frustration and his rage he screams into the night that they'll all be so sorry someday but who knows if he's right? well he can't stop the waves from crashing and he can't make those kids come ask him what he has to say; he just wants to say that he needs something to believe in some fresh air that he could breathe in but what does he know? i am not the kind of guy you go to when you want answers to the questions that plague you i have not done anything useful since the day she left i can count on the fingers of one hand all the things that i know life is quite hard to understand so let's take it slow cos i can't stop the world from turning and i can't stop my ears from burning i want to cry but i can't cry i want to die no i don't want to die i just want something to believe in some fresh air that i could breathe in i just want you