I, the wanderer, between these sins and sights (worlds of sins) Like a shattered vessel, never to sail these waters again Found nothing ascending into the highest suns I have descended to the borders of divine being World as a gateway to dark and cold deserts Of mute iinanimate nothing Who once lost what I have lost Will never rest under this tree again I've entered the path I never ever wanted I lost this life for ash and mud My father left me the way I never wanted And now keeps silent in my last sacrifice Eloi Lama Sabachthani Only emptiness stares at me from the abyss