You've never tried to understand in any way But I believed what you said How long did I accept what you were telling me Though there were lies in everything? I am sick of your denials, sick of excuses I can't be what you want I can't stand your fake smile That's right I'll never go back to your way You will never understand what I have become All I want is in my hands If you never change yourself I will fall to pieces You never chose me, that is what you've often said But I could say the same of you You never wanted me to be happy at all You didn't care about my life I am sick of your lectures, sick of selfishness I can't be what you need I can't stand your fake eyes That's right I'll never go back to your way You will never understand what I have become All I want is in my hands If you never change yourself I will fall to pieces I don't wanna lose my control (I'm not an idiot, I'm not an idiot) I don't wanna be your slave forever (That is what you wanted, That is what you wanted) I'd like to go to where I feel safe I know my mistake I wasn't thinking for me So I became like this But I will end this game What will it take for you to fade away? I'll never go back to your way You will never understand what I have become All I want is in my hands I can never understand why you don't admit That you're wrong about my life You will never let me go so I will free myself All I need is in my heart If you never change yourself I will fail to pieces