How long did I wander in the dark? With my heart closed, time just passed I thought I forgot all the things I wanted to forget But even when I shake my head I remember your tearful face Even if I leave without a word or abuse you with words You used to look upon my deviation with warm eyes Why was it so hard to come back to you? I realized just now that I can't leave you until I die Even if I leave without a word or abuse you with words You used to look upon my deviation with warm eyes (To you) Why was it so hard to come back to you? I realized just now that I can't leave you until I die I can't leave you...