Sick Of Sleeping

for every day
for all the years
i tried to try and fell and failed
and you were always here
i tried to write
this is all i got
i tried to sing
this is how it sounds
every thought
every word
everything i don't deserve
i've held your hand and i've weighed you down for far too long now
and i'm falling again
i'll try to let go
to pick myself up now
but before i fail again... i'm sorry
i'm sorry
(this is so much bigger than me
so much greater than it all
you're so much better than me)