19 Right by me Taking it fast Keep it highkey I ask myself Is this really what I want? (no dumbass) (Oh) You said I won't break your heart It's broken already I think too much It's kinda getting too me But, wait do I think too much (You're talking to yourself) Oh shit, I'm thinking about thinking Now I smell like a bottle of bacardi But I didn't even drink through the entire party And I look like a fool And probably smell like one too (You know because bacardi smells bad nevermind) Peer pressure to my left Peer pressure to my right Survival of the fittest Who gon' make it through the night I will Because I'm strong and I'm not gonna cave in I'm not gonna cave in (Fuck I caved in) Drive her home Back seat of my car So I take a left turn And I put it in park Conversation is near And I'm feeling the sparks While trying to get over my fear of the dark Wait a second What the fuck just happened Lately, I've been so damn trapped in Confidence is key But girl it's what I'm lacking Find problems with me I'm sure it gonna happen And go-ahead Judge a book by its cover Because I'm loved by my mom And I have a great brother But that's not going to stop you Nothing will And I can't say no She said Hey boy, why aren't we kissing I said Hey girl, what are you missing You're obviously not listening I guess I'm not that convincing You decided to take things into your hands You decided to abide by only your plans Now I'm left here, feeling broken from the start Look, I've been broken from the start When we met last fall now we're falling apart (Huh) I could never make it through the dark When you brighten up my world with a spark from your heart I said La la la let me talk to you I promise we'll get through it in the end (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh) Now I'm falling Falling Falling Falling Fall la la la la la Can you fall into my arms I said I I I I'd wish that you'd tell me When you want to act on these feelings Can't think straight This shit got me fucked up I feel sick You're not feeling nothin' (Ah, ah, oh, oh, ah oh) Hey, um That was really like not cool Like really not cool