It feels like a part of me is falling asleep And there will be no chance for awakening The ship of death awaits me to embark An endless journey - the ascension of mine I stand in front of the holy shrine But I forever renounce Christ I thought to leave - forever the light when I had the never known wisdom to cast a forgotten spell of sight To open the hidden gate to freedom of the ones who rest - forever in peace I follow myself - to the ruins of pain Where old wounds do open wide Hurted by drops of blood - the red rain of remembrence that will never remain I imagine their souls - uneven in the dark No chance for being released as grave candles illuminate the grief Believe in ME ! For my soul I have found ...