Reasons, i can't find the reasons To why on earth i act this way I can't relate to anybody Fearing, i lower defense again Running through my fingers I just hold my breath and count to ten Have i really got control of myself? Have i really got control of myself? Chorus: I'm so afraid of you. wow I don't know what i'm doing I'm totally infatuated with you It's gonna end in ruin So what's the meaning of what i'm revealing To you and you alone i lay The burdens of my heart, i say are bleeding Can't you remember them? Move across to touch my hand Controller of my soul again Have i really got control of myself? Got to really get control of myself? (chorus)