You would think after all these years You would get it but where not there Never bring me a good day You won't take this holiday Always put me in the clouds Stormy weather all around And I always hold you down When I know that I can do better Holidays are supposed to bring us closer But now I realize with me and you there's no hope I lost my love on Christmas night (yea) Oh yea that hurts at the same time Bout to be a new year, new state of mind But it's like hell right now 'Cause you're not around on Christmas night You would thin after all these fights We would finally get it right We were livin a hell of a life Our love had a different side We had it (yea) We lost it (yea) Went back to it We started Damn, it always feels like rain And you'll never be the same Holidays are supposed to bring us closer But now I realize with you and me there's no hope I lost my love on Christmas night (yea) Oh yea that hurts at the same time Bout to be a new year, new state of mind But it's like hell right now 'Cause you're not around on Christmas night By the fire while the snow falls down the side I should be happy but I just wanna cry 'Cause those gifts that you bought me Are still under the tree I should tear 'em up Just like you did to me I lost my love on Christmas night (on Christmas night) Oh yea that hurts at the same time (same time) Bout to be a new year, new state of mind But it's like hell right now 'Cause you're not around on Christmas night