I only say what I really mean when I start talking to you in my sleep
I can be honest when I think it's a dream, I can make promises sober, I'll never keep
And you can believe me as long as you want
There's nothing inside of here but blood and guts
I hit the bottom, and start pulling up floor boards
Whatever I get, always need just a little bit more
So I'm catching a ride now to get on the first flight
You told me it scares you the way that I was tonight
Oh, I miss when I was certain about every little thing
Was so scared of forgetting that I put it down in ink
Used to call upon the spirit, now I think heaven lets it ring
I wanted so bad to be good, but there's no such thing
