Doing my best to choose the last out of my youth I wish I'd done it all a bit better Sometimes there are two, three, four of me All fighting at the funeral 'bout who gets to own the property Guess I always turn up just a little too early I stay a little longer, wake up feeling pretty dirty But you're the only one who gets this The last one left standing that I can be absurd with Come on, what am I supposed to do? Yes, I know I'm hard work, baby, I love you too Doing my best to choose the last out of my youth before it ends I wish I'd done it all a bit better, kept my cool around the bends Everything goes so fast now Let's hold it a moment and slow down How can you leave me just right when my head and I can't be alone? Secretly I'm not as sordid as I say I am I'm bursting at the seams waiting to hear again how great I am Yellow, red, pink, love me some low light It goes really well until you find out what I'm really like We go out to breakfast, I make two years of mess I'm running out of answers and I'm not even dressed I like to think I'm balanced, but can't look at my phone 'Cause you're so hyped and now I'm jealous and still on my own Doing my best to choose the last out of my youth before it ends I wish I'd done it all a bit better, kept my cool around the bends Everything goes so fast now Let's hold it a moment and slow it down How can you leave me just right when my head and I can't be alone? Yeah you gotta go now, I guess I'm alone now Yeah you gotta go now, I guess I'm alone now Doing my best to choose the last out of my youth before it ends I wish I'd done it all a bit better, kept my cool around the bends Everything goes so fast now Let's hold it a moment and slow it down How can you leave me just right when my head and I can't be alone? Yeah you gotta go now, I guess I'm alone now Yeah you gotta go now, I guess I'm alone now