I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
You ruined the j-train
You ruined fleetwood for me too
I only think about the good days
Know it's 'cause I'm scared to let go of you
You fucked up New Jersey
You fucked up the way I see myself
I don't think of how you hurt me
But it hurts like hell
It means I'm still in denial, it's a cycle
Another year flies by
It means that I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door
Oh, I
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hatе the way I tell myself I'm finе
You messed up late-night drives
You messed up target for me too
I don't throw away our polaroids
And I know it's 'cause I'm scared to tell the truth
It's always the littlest things
Sweatshirts and video games
And you probably don't feel the same
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
I wish I didn't have to lie
I wish I didn't have to lie
I wish I didn't have to
I wish I didn't have to
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine
I wish I didn't have to lie
Wish I didn't have to lie
