Yeah, yeah
I can hate myself just fine without your help
And you acting like you don't just doesn't help
I should be used to this, I ain't never known nothin' else
And I can hate myself just fine without your help
Man, yeah
Why do crowds feel like the loneliest place
I'm by myself with you right hear in my face, yeah
I wear a mask so I don't draw no attention
You actin' friendly, I can still feel the tension
It all lead back to my family
All lead back to the house
Don't no one understand me
Y'all be cool with me out
Sometimes I'm just entertainment, or there for you to take it out
But the moment you done laughing you'll be down to kick me out
Call it M-C-S, or whatever you want
Blame it on IG, it's my generation
But if you took all the medals and rounded us up
There wasn't a bunch, will I feel like I belong?
I won't do nothing wrong, I won't ever belong
Did I do something wrong (Yeah), will I finally belong?
I can't make no mistakes, you can't do nothing wrong
You can not mess it up (Yeah, yeah), you won't ever belong
And I been picking up the pieces, I know why they wouldn't choose me
Left me stranded in the middle, I been tryna loose me
Tell me, why my past is always fighting with the new me?
Tell me, why my past is always fighting with the new me?
Picking up the pieces, I know why they wouldn't choose me
Left me stranded in the middle, I been tryna loose me
I been tryna loose me
Tell me, why my past is always fighting with the new me?
Tell me, why my past is always fighting with the new me?
I been trying not to hate myself
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I been trying not to hate myself
Yeah, yeah
Because they taught me to just hate myself, yeah
The world only taught me how to hate myself, yeah
I been trying not to hate myself, yeah
