you am big you is mumble stutter stumble mutter (shapes on paper, waves in space) cant care how hoaky it is. the sound alphabet. intentions and everything. and everything. o o those finicky z'infidels, persnicketying each's whatever and everything embarrassing histories it's all so so what now? sing a rocker. maybe name it "cant talk" and oh what a song it will be and oh what a difference it will make. i should even say it should most probably be instumental. gosh golly god again. im always eaves- dropping on these awkward silences