Caught in the shadows My head is spinning Everything's moving around and around And the people were betting And the loser that's winning Is the one who has dibs on my face in the ground And I know, "Hey, Suck it up girl" And I know, "It's perspective you lack" But my list is red starfish and blue lizards' tails And I mark one thing off and five more come right back Well I like the concept of tight vacuum packed Let's shove fifty pounds of shit into a fifty pound bag So that keeps me chasing my tail all around And most of the time it's just me being wagged And I know I'm at the brow of my being And I know it's hard to look down And I'm probably as free as I ever will be Still I choose to live like I'm gagging and bound Well I wonder what it's like to walk around weightless To jump for your heart and never come down To know the potential of true human will Without all of this gravity just dragging us down And I know, one day we will wake up And I know, and start to live as ourselves And not let the cowards of history claim us And stop pointing our fingers at everyone else