I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat I shouldn't be crying, and tears were for the weak The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say That's something missing Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me Through the glass of a two-sided mirror Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me And I just wanna scream What now? I just can't figure it out What now? I guess I'll just wait it out What now? Ooh What now? I found the one, he changed my life But was it me that changed? And he just happened to come at the right time I'm supposed to be in love But I'm not mugging Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me Through the glass of a two-sided mirror Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me And I just wanna scream What now? I just can't figure it out What now? I guess I'll just wait it out What now? Somebody tell me What now?