If there was a way to describe what I felt No more than breakdowns is all I can tell You asked me, why I've been a good child I told you I'll love you no matter what If you loved me, it would not be a farewell I'd show you the love that I carry inside there You always give no more than goodbyes I stole the world and put it on your hands You can't know it honey How foolish you are Last time a saw you was on the main streets Heading to someone, under his sheets Last time you touched me I felt in my skin You were the one who will make my life shit You can't know it honey The anger in me You can't know it Marvin All the pain now I feel Wave and smile was something you never did You made me feel like I couldn't be seen Thank you for showing no true friendship Drank with sour drink all the bitter pills If you only knew what happened to me You would understand why I'm acting like this Why does my heart no longer beat? Darling how could you do this to me? What a loss with me When you grow up honey Look for someone like me