I'll In The Head

In a desperate mind 
Little gardens grow 
They grow very wide 
They grow very tall 
Why am I alive 
Urban Wonderland 
By the fence I stand 
In and out of hand 
There are many paths 
Dripping dark so dense 
Do not enter here 
Enter over there 
People closing in 
Barking at my mind 
Shoving me to wine 
I want all alone 
I want my own home 
I want my own girl 
Help me hate the world 
Own and love my life