I feel like I'm gorgeous Tryna find the beauty in pain And all I see is scars Remind me of my flaws I'm okay I'm okay Smoke come out my mouth like the Holy Ghost Livin' on the high, and I'm fully clothed I'm sittin on the floor like garden in Eden If you could see what I've been seein', the apple is seedless Blinded with the God I've been lookin' at the sky for hours I've been plannin' my escape for months I've been buildin' a castle in the sky Carry stones, with the storms I've been a plannin' a battle I could fight Like a war, when I'ma go When I'm sitting on the throne, I'm nobody's no soul Scream, thunder before I go I could feel it, I could feel it, heaven is a ceiling I got the spirit, I got the spirit I got the spirit, I got the spirit