Well, the first of September Brought in the best that I'd had It wasn’t me that you wanted You were fixed on a thought and so sad But tears don't dry up in the rain They fall from your cheeks And they run down your frame Well, the first of September Showed me how cruel I could be I spent that whole week Getting mad at the man you believed And you didn't tell me that smile Was loaded with worries And bent with denial And we sang Let’s use one another But I can't remember that night I just draw a blank when I try and I do I love picking flowers and dancing with moons But I hate what I did to you But you can't say it meant nothing at all 'Cause I saw the lights when all the lights were turned low Made a wilderness call But it's not your fault It's not your fault I'm good to my mother She'll tell you I know how to be I used to be young And I sang about shit I believed And I try my best not to lie I help when I can And I know wrong from right I’m good to my mother My friends can attest to my light But I took advantage And promised you things that I fight I’m not who I was at the time I hate what I've done I don’t sleep well at night And we sang Let's use one another But I can't remember that night I just draw a blank when I try and I do I love picking flowers and dancing with moons But I hate what I did to you But you can't say it meant nothing at all ’Cause I saw the lights when all the lights were turned low Made a wilderness call But it's not your fault It's not your fault Oh, 'cause we sang, let's use one another We sang and tried to believe everything 'Cause you knew that I wanted to hear And I knew what you wanted to hear And you knew what I wanted to hear And I knew what you wanted to hear So now I get wasted and yell at the Moon 'Cause I hate what I did to you