Didn't Really Die

And now I don't know if what I did
Was wrong or right 
I believe you and I don't 
But I believe you 
One of those other men he said 
It was very good 
So I got second thoughts 
I wanna die this way 
So I can live another day 
With you 
So I didn't really die 
I just killed myself anyway 
You can see 
So you see this is my second thoughts 
I'm sending away 
Best way I can 
It's the best way I can 
You know why, do you know why