I pretend that I know where I'm going I pretend I know where I came from Or the fear Will engulf completely I chose to waltz this bridge of sighs Act my age In an age of indifference I'm as big as I can dream I forget in the truth of my nature I forget to forgive And so I look away Look away Look away I can't stop So I carry on I don't trust God is on my side Indirect as the gaze of a geisha I'm still that lost and lonely child Look away Look away All mirrors shattered Poor plastic clown All that really mattered You weren't in the building When the walls came crashing down