Looking for my face in the mirror, I don’t see a thing Too many shots to the brain, but I wanna feel the pain Layed out on the floor as I stare up to the ceiling Thinking to myself: It’ll never be okay Breathe in, breathe out, it don’t fix things They told me that I needed pills, I was 19 Had a gun in my hand through the whole thing I wondered if that would fix me 'Cause I'm fucked Yeah, I'm fucked Chain me to the sides of the bed like an exorcism Saying: Calm down or you’ll make things worse Swear they wanna lock us up and keep us in their prisons So they can poke and they can prod until they find what hurts Breathe in, breathe out, it don’t fix things They told me that I needed pills, I was 19 Had a gun in my hand through the whole thing I wondered if that would fix me 'Cause I'm fucked Yeah, I'm fucked I got a couple screws loose and a few tattoos Drive an old black car and I drink till I'm blue I'm fucked Yeah, I'm fucked I'm They tell me medicine can fix it, I don’t think so They wanna dead my brain and throw me out a window I need to get out of this place before my eyes close Or do I need it? I don’t really know 'Cause I'm fucked Yeah, I'm fucked I got a couple screws loose and a few tattoos Drive an old black car and I drink till I'm blue I'm fucked Yeah, I'm fucked I'm Yeah, I'm fucked