Every body got the answer Yet the question still remained yea Do u see the difference R is the problem still the same Hold on my self Hold on my self Hold on my self Hold on my self How many nights i had that dream about me waking up Up on the other side i see u when we making up And i open back my eyes back to reality And realized i sleep away all my humanity No body doesn’t love me The power from up above me There was signs to say i was guilty Never needed man to trust me Only god can judge me He’s the only one to have mercy When i didn’t think i’ll live another day Now i sit and remanist and now i stood alone Nothing to call my own Now baby girl to hold me No body to console me They try to make me guilty But only god can judge me It ain’t easy being me Life as a celebrity is les than heavenly I got these baits and these back stabbers following me around And it’s always drama Whenever i wanna get around mama told me Long before i ever came up Godda be true to what you do or get the game up Cause things change and jealousy becomes the fact Best friends got you wiped out destroy the map Am on tour but still they keep on knocking at ma door And i got no time to worry or steady want more Every day is a test yes I try hard but am struggling with every breath I sit alone in my room drink Talking out loud too Wonder if you feel me Am far away but can you hear me So many days i had a vision of me breaking out But i decided to be strong and just wait it out Even tho i have my ways behind the prison walls I couldn’t get my call anytime i was away from u all Am forgiving every body But try no rise up against me Thry wer saying they didn’t believe me Never needed man to trust me Only god can judge me Is the only one to have mercy When i didn’t think i’ll live another day Now i sit and remanist and now i stood alone Noting to call my own No baby girl to hold me No body to console me They try to make me guilty Only god can judge me