Darlin' when I'm without you Never thought you'd leave 'til you left me I hate the tears on my bedsheets I hope she breaks your heart casually Breathe you in and let you go Try to speak, I know I'll choke This is how it always goes Darlin' when I'm without you Hard to sleep, I'm without you You know you made me hate my youth Darlin' now I'm without you Fuck you for tellin' your friends I'm crazy We both know you're just scared to really date me You were always lookin' for reasons to hate me (Hate me) Breathe you in and let you go Try to speak, I know I'll choke This is how it always goes Darlin' when I'm without you Hard to sleep, I'm without you You know you made me hate my youth Darlin' now I'm without you I watch you put your lips on hers Your butterflies, they were mine first I swear you like to watch me hurt Darlin' when I'm without you Hard to sleep, I'm without you You know you made me hate my youth Darlin' now I'm without you