I lie awake sometimes and stare at the dark Something inside me wants to tear me apart I see it every night and every day It’s all that I can do to keep it away Cuz I can’t go on I can barely breathe Trying to deny It’s a part of me Like it or not Like it or not Like it or not Went to a doctor just to see what to do He said: Too late my boy you’re all but consumed Feel free to come back when you’ve come to your grips Sometimes it’s stable but sometimes it slips