Wide awake, in my disturbing silence The serenity of night cannot appease my mind Irrational panic takes my breath away If silence is melancholic, noise is agony All lies I believed in, all battles I’ve lost Wounds that I healed once but, I cannot heal anymore I stare the abyss, taken by despair And I cannot tell you if I’m in or out there My nights Long nights in the abyss My nights Lost nights in the abyss Subjugated by a torturing grey sky I’m the one who lives in the shadows While the most enjoy daylight It's getting harder To take the breath to scream Buried under the ashes Of my annihilated dreams All lies I believed in, all battles I’ve lost Wounds that I healed once but, I cannot heal anymore I stare the abyss, taken by despair And I cannot tell you if I’m in or out there My nights Long nights in the abyss My nights Last nights in the abyss When the lights fade out And I lay down alone again Darkness comes to haunt To drag me down, into the abyss