Secluded Perversions Dementia... as impure thoughts run rampant through me Solitude... my only means of self-defense penetrated Cerebral... mental suicide becomes a necessity Instinct... molesting my emotions my favorite pastime Self-destruction, paranoia, tainted obsession Longing for affection with myself Rejected by one's own perverted intentions Denial is long gone, breakdown of mental health I am my own personal whore Infected mind's corrosion Lusting for myself no longer Harsh reality's implosion Shattered relics that once were me Haunting my soul like clockwork My memory nothing more than an illusion Self-obsessions no longer in seclusion.