Just a man...imperfect...vulnerable why can't my words be seen for what they are an expression of my ongoing struggle I am not your culture I am not your shelter I am not your addiction I am not your solution running with my head down the blood fills my mouth - the sting fills my eyes dying to avoid the sight of the endless struggle to find an end to this passion play of which we're all a part the depths we'll fall to, for the love of don?t want to carry it anymore - the weight on my shoulders your hands around my neck not seen as an attempt to dig deeper with myself and now it's my cross to bear