Awake! Aware! My mind can’t think Something, not right, myself, evaporating A former shadow of me, alive but barely They don’t see my disease for the eyes can’t see My mind, dissociating Cannibalized by a destroyed sense of identity Mistaking delusion for the real Threatened by enemies that don't even exist Must defeat, must combat Demons of the fucking mind! Taking shapes of flesh? My insanity Crosses the boundaries of Another self Is born From the ashes of my My former self has splitten Under the pressure of torture A blank slate created! Awaken the desperate Awake, heart racing, a vague memory Maybe a dream Was it a dream? Or am I re-programmed? I don’t know, I don’t know Awaken