I am drowning In the fear of existence Detached from the surface Of my whole being Discomforting: The process of what I am thinking of Again and again I try new ways to find myself But here I am I’m still lost in this empty darkness Can you hear me as I scream for help? I’m sick and twisted and there’s no way out Step inside my memories and you will see why I am hurting All these thoughts have me twisting and turning As I learn what it’s like to breathe I wear my heart on my sleeve Suddenly I can see my whole life flash before my eyes I can see my dreams coming true I can’t believe I’ve never felt this feeling before When will these chains let me go? I’m tied down to the floor In my dreams I can see an exit sign I’m never coming back again This single thought has manifested into an obsession I fall to the floor This is my last confession