it feels like I'm standing still screaming slamming on my solid state just trying to get some warmth a tone a voice a method of carrying myself down to the down to the water down to the water smoke my tobacco and crack all my knuckles twice wringing my hands and hope for the best I'm heavy on the top but I'm cold in the middle and what is this funny ache in my chest? I hear a pressed click tone snap back into place at the wave shimmer of sound and cold and I finally know where I am driving this circuit disconnected round and round and round and round and round and round again smoke my tobacco and crack all my knuckles twice wringing my hands and hope for the best I'm heavy on the top but I'm cold in the middle and what is this funny ache in my chest?